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Ian Howard

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Shop doorways, parks, in the west end city of London, curled up in cardboard boxes, then finally taken off the streets by the authorities, and then spent some thirty years recurrences in and out of prisons psychiatric institution organisations.


So all these negative things i had to journey and pass through, down through time, by God’s judgement and justice, in order to transform and change me, through judgement and justice, to bring me through repentance to a place of peace, a place of peace with God, and place of peace with man, and a place of peace with myself. And now that I have come to a place of peace with God, a place of peace with man and a place of peace with myself, I’m now working towards fulfilling my calling which was confirmed within the churches by Prophets That God had called me to be His humble servant, to the glory of God The Father, The Prince of Peace.


And I just want to add that in retrospect my cumulative self righteous judgemental mentallity attitudes and actions of loveless acts of violence was to blame for the funny bruise upon the brow of my forehead. People often wonder how the bruise which marked my head came about, well it happened while engaged in conflicts of violence, i was struck on my forehead and had to have three stitches. I.E. culminating the branding of the seal of God;s servants who were zealous for God and hated the sins of the people which God Himself hated.


Just like Moses being zealous for God’s people taking upon himself the judgemental attitude and mistakenly killing an egyption when judging between him in defence of a fellow Hebrew slave brethren. And likewise my actions was depictive of the Apostle Paul pharmaceutical judgemental mentality against the early church, i.e. journeying from jerusalem with letter from the high priest in order to put to stop the development of the early church by putting the first christian disciples and also putting some of them to death, i.e. martasm, cos he did not believe that the church was the work of God.


Paul was formerly grounded in the law of Judaism thinking that the law of Moses was the only to God. So Paul, as like Moses, did these bad cruel things out of ignorance, radical self righteous zeal and the ignorant pride of just loveless religion. For religion without love causes wars, but all of the judgements wars and the offences from the old testiment to the new was laid upon the cross of christ his son,


for the bible said;s speaking of His son ‘that God made His son who knew not sin to become sin, openly displaying Him on a bare naked sinful cross imputing the sins of the people unto him. Bruised his head by crushing a crown of thorns into his brow, scarring it with the mark as the man of sin, (for God made Him His son who knew not sin to become sin)


condemning Him to the death of a devil's hell that he may defeat him who had the power over sickness sin and death destroying death sickness and destruction through resselling and overcame sickness and death when He rose again. For christ became so marred upon the cross, He became so unrecognisable upon the cross even to His own people that He loved and came to save did not recognise Him as their sin barring saviour cos He was so marred


with the common sins of the world that which to them made Him look like the serpant satan Himself, thus they cried away with Him crucify Him. But the people didn't understand scriptures spoken by Christ, yours truly the son of man when He said that ‘as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness so must the son of man be lifted up.


Thus for the cause of God His father, Christ was lifted up upon a naked shameful and sinful cross as the sin bearing servant to fully pay for the sins of the people carrying their sickness and pain with His sick broken body and the muck manure of the blood from which he bled. While being mocked by society whilst he hung there And this was how he carried and took the sins of the world away by God publicly displaying their sins imputing it to the Christ His son and nailing it through the pains nails through His hands and His feet to a Shameful and naked bloodshed sin sick cross.


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